Jingle for Emmett

Well, I got a tiny song in my mind when my grandbaby turned one.
And here it is:

Little boy, you are turning one
You light up my heart like the noonday sun
Lights the sky
That is why
I love you.

Diane Mann 2009

Message Sent

Messages today are very easily sent. This second I could bring up Skype on my computer screen and not only hear and talk with my niece in Hungary; I could see her, as well, and she, me.

My phone is sitting just feet from me. If I grabbed it now, I could press a few buttons, and instantly my daughter, sitting three miles away in her algebra class, would open her phone and read the very words I'd typed from my living room.

This morning I was reading passages about God's love. And I thought about the cross. Yes, the essential important work of redemption was done through Christ's death and resurrection. But the cross also carries with a message from God: "I love you." I know we hear and see evidence of God's love all around us, but nothing proclaims His love as clearly and as loudly as the cross of Christ.

My brother-in-law, once he realized he loved my sister, packed some brown bags with meals and rode his motorcycle in the cold a great distance from western Canada to Chicago, Illinois to let her know of his love for her. I always found that sweet.

And when my dad was paralyzed from the neck down, he could only type using a retainer on the roof of his mouth which had buttons he could click with his tongue. How inspired I was when the first words he typed were "I love you," and we printed the message and gave it to my mom (who still has it on her refrigerator ten years later). He overcame a huge obstacle to send his message.

But no lover has ever traveled nearly as far as Jesus, who left heaven to come to earth, and no one has overcome as great an obstacle as Jesus had to show us the love of the Father, that being our sin! He traveled the distance and removed that which was in the way of the message of His love being delivered to its recipients.

This morning I find myself rejoicing in the love of the Father and thanking Him for his love that found its way to me.

I will continue to receive it, yield to it, wallow in it and let it have its life-changing way in me.

I drew this with my left hand.
It's a picture of me feeling connected.
I love it.

Scammed

My son and his wife recently moved into a new apartment, and I was surprised at the cost of rent. Before they moved, I did some research just to see if I could find them a fantastic deal. They actually did fine on their own! But I responded to an an ad from Craigslist for a lovely townhome advertised at $800 a month. A "pastor" from San Dimas represented himself as one who had been called to the mission field in Africa, was very grateful for the chance to serve overseas, and wanted to rent his property to a Christian family who would take good care of it.

I am still surprised that it took me some time to figure out he was not being truthful. I Googled the address he finally gave to me (along with professional photos of the property he provided) and found the very property offered for rent from a reputable company at double the price he was asking. He wanted me to give him first and last month's rent, which would have totaled $1600.

Here is a copy of our last exchange after I found out I was being deceived. I felt God gave me the words to say to him. My pastor is always emphasizing that God is a perfect balance of love and justice, and I pray that came across to the man who tried to deceive me. I sense it did. Forgive his expletives.

(My e-mail to the man who represented himself as Rev. Drotman)

Apparently the home you claim to own is owned by someone else and is being rented out at the rate of $1600 a month.

I'm so thankful truly to God for allowing me to recognize your lies before I told my son and daughter-in-law about the property and before I gave you $1600! Wow. I wonder what you think of Americans. Do you think $1600 is nothing? That would be more than a month of my income that I would give to you hoping for a rental property, and I would receive nothing. You would then have $1600 that you had to lie and cheat to obtain. Also my son and his wife would have been so excited, only to be disappointed right when they were having their baby. They would have given up their other apartment and been left w/out a place to live. Sin always affects more than just one person.

I contacted the FBI, who told me to contact my local police. We have been unable to talk, and I realize there is not much they can do to you for breaking our laws because you are neither in nor a citizen of this country.

I notified the owner of the website that you stole the information from. And I will notify Craigslist as well.

Bottom line is that I do not know whether there will be any consequences to you for being found out.

Please keep reading, as I need to say this: While I am angry and surprised that someone would do what you have attempted to do here, I have concern for you as well. Is there not an honest way to make a living in your country? Do you really believe in God? He will take care of your needs if you trust Him to do so. He offers so much forgiveness and cleansing. He has had to forgive me of much in my life. He restores me and helps me to walk in ways that are pleasing to Him. I don't know where you got all the right words about God and His mercy, but if you have any knowledge of the Lord Jesus Christ, His Spirit will convict you in your heart, forgive you if you confess, and make you whole! Maybe He loves you so much that He allowed you to get caught to steer you out of living your life like this.

More than wanting to see you punished, I want to see you receive God's forgiveness.

Please write if you have any questions or any way I can pray for you.

As of now, no police have your phone number or your e-mail address. I wanted to nail you when I saw you were misleading me, but I believe God wants me to tell you the truth about Him, about how right and true and just He is but also about His huge mercy and love.

Diane Mann
HERE IS HIS RESPONSE TO ME:

Hello Diane,

Thanks for your message. At this point, i guess i have to tell you what the truth is. Life here is so hard for us and we are looking for away to sort ourself out. A friend of mine initiate me to this s**t.......... i beg you for your forgiveness and i want you to help me to pray to God for forgiveness. I'm a student and a citizen of Nigeria. My real name is Oluwaseun. I only some amount of money to pay my bills and school fees. I only need help and no one is ready to help. And i went to a friend and he promise to help me. He posted the craigslist ad and the stuff. At this point, i promise you that i will quit this s**t. Thanks for your time and care. I hope to read from you soonest.


Thanks.

Oluwaseun.